well todae statred great bt ended horribly!!!!!!!!.
arhs!!
todae's mi frens b'dae n so a group of us went ta watch a movie - take da lead.
lousy show.
super drag.
owells.
we had fun aniwas.
its not da movie bt hu u'r wid.
rite?.
hahas.
aniwas.
take da lead - predictable.
antonio bandaras trains dis group of "sku rejects" ta ballroom.
dey entre a competiton.
dey win.
the end.
dats it basically.
da choroegraphy was quite gd though.
da script's lyk a badly written essay.
big waste of money.
at least we had fun. :]
had lunch at cafe cartel after dat.
da cheese cake was ok i guess.
wasn worth it though.
nother waste of money.
aniwas.
had service aft dat.
worship wad good and since it is worship month at my church, word was abt worship.
all in all, service was good.
yups.
great ta be in da presence of God. :]
n it was aft service dat tings took a turn fer da worse.
we were all havin fun up till i realised i had misplaced my phone!!!!!!!!
i tried calling n nobodae picked.
msged my phone.
now i feel stupid doing so. the msg goes:
hello.
this is da owner of da phone u just picked up.
could u kindly call 9******* upon reading dis msg so u could return it?
sumting lydat.
i mean. if da person had da intention ta return it da person would haf made n effort ta lyk call one of my contacts or made a report or sumting rite?.
aniwas.
told my parents.
dey were happy.
my a**.
so i called starhub ta cancel my line but in da frenzy canceled my mom's line instead.(which was my previous line.)
now im not sure if im gonna get my new phone animore.
my mum was lyk "i dun blive u. cancel line also can cancel wrongly"
den wad?
i cancel her line on purpose mehs?.
veh fun zit?
den she was lyk "we will hafta tok abt this first."
boy did she sound ever so happy again.
listening ta boxcar racers "i feel so."
suits my mood so.
angry song - angry girl.
yesterdae couldn make up her mind if it wanted ta a good dae or bad dae.
i cant make up my mind wad ta feel.
its all gettin better. :]
kinda long since i posted n my blog's gettin kinda boring so here i am creating a new post.
well life hasn been e kindest ta me lately. my ship hasn been smooth sailing. yeah. its been crappy.
his bdae is comin yet a cant make him happy. seem ta b stepping on his toes almost everidae. tink sumting's seriously wrong wid me.
parents objecting my participation in my church's easter musical.
wakeing up in e middle of e night feeling horrid n so i start crying. stuff lydat hasn happened ta me fer a while now. tot i had gotten over this depression tingy. wells. guess not.
school isn great either. ppl hating me as usual. bt dats all rite. i cant please everione rite?. as long as im myself. ppl can sae im acting if dey want. dat kinda ppl aint worth worrying abt aniwas. if they realli gots a prob wid mi n dey aint telling mi its their problem den. my goal in life aint ta please everibodae.
just a note ta da ppl out there. im not stupid. n i would lyk at least some kinda respect. im still human. kinda disappointed. e ppl dishin out those ever so interestin n attention grabbin gossips (those realli mean ones) mostly are christian n i haf ppl comin ta me askin if christians are supposed ta b lydat. its realli hurts wen ppl ask mi these kinda questions. wads more it is not e first tym ppl are askin' me. i aint perfect none of us are bt pls there are limits ta how u behave espacially in public. pls bare in mind dat u guys are christians. oh yes e ppl listenin n taking pleasure in hearing ppl bitch included. i dun realli haf a right ta sae dis not being all wholesome n stuff. its just a reminder.
guess this is all cus i've not been spending much tym wid GOD perhaps. losing touch with my daddy up there in heaven. realli wish i could feel him again. i noe he's there. he always is n i thank him. wanna be close ta him again. 'one day in e house of GOD is better than a thousand says in e world.' totally true.
something gd happened this wk though. our performance at cedar's campfire was a success! i received comments from ppl present that our performance rawked! yeah! gd jod ppl! :) saf ting is dat did u noe dats probably e last campfire cedar's having?. dat explains e many ppl hu turned up. yups. hope their prin will change her mind n let them haf campfires again. realli enjoyed myself that night.
wish i could feel gd abt myself. realli wish i could. ppl just dun realli sem ta care. i noe ppl do. just dun feel da love. i've gt dis wall around mi. i realli tot i had gotten rid of it. guess it came bac. well. life's lyk dat.